cravings

is this what life is supposed to be like? just go to work and then maybe hang out with friends after work but not really doing anything productive? I feel like i'm so unfulfilled cuz i've been in such a dry spell from design. I crave it all day long every day especially when I meet new designers or get to talk about it for one split second, ideas flow through my head at all hours of the day, but when I find time to sit down in front of my g5 I draw a blank.
maybe it's the time constraint of my 'bed time' so i can get up for work the next day. that keeps me thinking I need to cut the designs short. I wish I just had a day off so I could really sit down and design..

freelance

Just when I think my design 'career' is going to be over because I was so desperate for a job that I took a receptionist gig, I've been getting calls about freelance jobs! Yay! I hope more come from these small time contracts. at least its somethin rite?? keeps my creativity flowing a bit more than answering a phone, talking online and writing blogs all day..